Fit Test, Insanity Day 1

Okay, this is my first day giving you all a blow-by-blow of my Insanity adventure. Day 1 was…

well, eye-opening.

I considered myself at least moderately healthy and strong, but OH BOY. I was so wrong!! I ended up stopping the disc 10 minutes from the end and hunched myself over a toilet preparing to hurl. Not only did I NOT actually throw up, but I made myself get up and try my best to finish my workout. It was hard, and unbelievably challenging…but no matter what anyone says, I’m going to continue with Month 1 of the workouts. I may not be ready….but how will I ever get there if I don’t even try?

I am getting over a very serious cold and am going to see my doctor today. He recommends that I wait until I’m completely healthy, just because I’ve been sick for three weeks now and he’s worried I could prevent myself from getting the rest I need. He said to stay away from cardio, so it will be at least 3 more days until my next report, but I can still strength-train. Wish me luck, everyone! I’m going to do this~!

Sorry, I suck.

Now, this may make you laugh. I’m a bad, bad girl and was streaming Insanity in an effort to save some green…(as I’m sure many of you do lol) and my stupid internet shut down when I tried to load the Fit Test yesterday!! I did the exercises anyway off of the worksheet, but without that motivational clock in front of me and Shaun T pushing me forth, I know I didn’t do my best. even though I did work out, I’m going to start tomorrow as my official Day 1, and from now on I’m just going to download the full DVDs so that I don’t run into anymore problems. Wish me luuuuck♥

A new start.

SO!

As of tomorrow, I am starting Day 1 of the Insanity program, and I must admit I’m a little terrified. D: I’m a little worried I will cheat myself and not follow through, so that is why I will post on Tumblr every time I finish a workout! I love my followers, and I know they will hold me accountable<3

I need to find it within myself to finish this.

I need my self-respect back.

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so terrible.

(Source: dawlton, via ishallbehealthy)

Today I just want to be better than I was yesterday. Let’s start with the chemistry homework, shall we? :)

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